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Name: Bethany
Country: United States
State: Washington
Birthday: 5/6/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: I love spending time with my husband (that's right I am all gooshy and romantic on the inside). I really, really enjoy playing soccer! Painting has become a wierd but very enjoyable hobby of mine. I like walking on sunny days on the beach, with the wind behind my back. Cereal makes me happy (except when it has wheat or glutton in it)! And finally, God gave us music to express what life has in store...this too is my interest...
Expertise: I'm not really an expert of anything, except to say anti-depressants make the world a better place, and God (Jesus) gives the world meaning.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 10/27/2005

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Thursday, November 03, 2005

Yesterday night I watched this horrific show about switching mothers. The concept wasn't the problem, it was the woman who claimed to be a Christian. She was placed in the midst of non-Christian new age people, and went psycho!!! I wanted to call these people and give them a hug...look them in the eye, and say this isn't Christianity. It's like people take "not of this world" to the extreme. Nothing is wrong with hanging out and getting to know those who don't know Christ...it's what we are called too!!!! Good grief! When did non-believers become our projects, rather than our friends...why can't we witness in the midst of a relationship!!?!?!? Crazy, show-off Christians, really get on my nerves...I'll admit it! Ok, khmmm *clear my throat*, I'm done venting......


Wednesday, November 02, 2005

The last entry I had had was pretty boring...but true. Change is really hard, and while anti-depressants help, I can't help but struggle with the idea that we all grow up. I am getting older, and one day these baby wrinkles will turn big...and yet, life doesn't end there. My parents are now leaving the home I grew up in...they are leaving my home town!! The stairs I used to slide down face first in a sleeping bag, the living room where my dad, brother, and me played with dart guns and marshmallow shooters. Saturday is the garage sale of horror!!!...they are selling memorabilia.....that's right, the table I scratched so many times, the soccer ball I kicked in the river, the things that have some small connection of who I was and what I have become. Yet, I can't complain, I have been given an amazing family that loves me more than words could express. I do wish things would stay somewhat the same. I live thousands of miles away from my family...but, I live with my family. Without my husband, Josh, I don't know where I would be, who I would be; personally, I don't want to know ...God continually provides, and despite my often complaints, I am confident that his faithful provision will not end.


Thursday, October 27, 2005

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I just ate a mass amount of cereal, so I'm really full ...and consequently don't feel to swell.  I accidently hit my husband in the head with the phone today...oops!! Yesterday, I talked to my mommy on the e-cam...I love my parents!! She is the most beautiful woman!!! Anyways got-to-fly (go walking)... Beth